Monday, November 18, 2013

For the first Anniversary

A year landed flat,
The residual ebullience flattened
As the rawness and dumbness conflated
Into an abyssal dungeon of darkness
Like how everything began
By groping into calling darkness.

The minimum spark, then,
The beguiling tail of flight,
Now smirks, sneers,
Savoring the euphoric betrayal
Inflicted, yet, on a modest heart
Not meant for such cyclic movements.
                             
‘You aren’t the one for such’,
The axiomatic voice deafening now
For its precision at the bruised point;
Presumptuous yet sensible so far
As long as it falters further along
Self-redemption expedient yet pathetic.

A year landed flat,
The self-discovery yet unconvincing—
The crazed one yet readies for further,
But, no, fed up! Now the haunting portal,
Yet another romanticism, a dreamy land,
Could there be such golden gate?

Could there be such velocity—
The flight of transportation
At the flick of the free-will,
Now merging into schizophrenic frenzy
As serious as the looming queasiness—
Nothing I own, nor do I belong to this vibrancy.

If landed, masochism should
Like the intoxicated reverie!

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