Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Light The Candle


September 26, 2011.

The expected weather this time at Dhasa, as said after the local Mela (sort of vendors of varied household stuffs week long display of their cheap wares) would be more pleasant as marking the end of rain and blanketing mist, proves the otherwise: with accidental gush of rains, cloudy, drowsy and misty now and then. It seems to have forgotten its bliss. It’s again drowsy today but no rain—the sky overcast all the day long.

When Sersang comes back after his English class at Tibet Charity, he behaves rather oddly like not responding well and brooding. I only after some while, when he must have gained a lift of mood, learn from him again the two young monks, Lobsang Kalsang and Lobsang Kunchok who are 18, of Ngaba Kirti monastery in Tibet did protest this morning at 10.30am by setting themselves ablaze  against now months long extreme Chinese suppression and notorious austere re-education schemes carried out at the under-siege monastery after Lobsang Phuntsok of Kirti monastery who succumbed to death after setting himself ablaze on 16 March this year as to commemorate the 3rd anniversary of Tibet’s large scale demonstrations against Chinese tyranny throughout Tibet in March 2008, when the regime was in full swing to deploy, spend and take whatever it cost to cheat the world by being able to host Olympic Game and thereby proving progress, prosperity, unity, happiness and freedom even in her occupied hinterlands, especially Tibet.

Yeah, he has real reason to be so. I get him. I thereafter search on internet about the same through facebook and learn some from phayul.com and dossiertibet.it. I update my stauts by sharing the same of dossiertibet.it but I learn more from the former site[1]

“There must be a program on the same today?” I ask him.

“Yes, there is going to be candle light vigil this evening”, he says looking down on the tip of his nose, seemingly in trance yet.
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As it’s 5.10pm and the program usually starts at 6.30pm, we prepare to leave after a strong tea. We decide to take a Lingkor, the clockwise long circumambulation around Lhagyal Ri, the abode of His Holiness the Dalai Lama. The winding path around is deserted as usual. When we near the bustling main square, from where the program kicks off, I hear a cracking voice over microphone asking for the gathering. There are some participants stading in a row and holding candles (set in the hole made on a piece of ripped carton-paper to guard from melted drips) on the parts of the square like filling the brim and creating a scene like spectators watching over something happening in the middle. We take our positions at one side on the steps of a store. As candle of such is distributed free here not like in South India, Sersang goes over to take two from the carton-box for us.

The speaker on the portable microphone is a young short Tibetan guy in a striped polo-shirt and bright cotton trousers. His languid and pressed-thin voice suggests he has been doing so for the time. When he speaks in English, I see how he contorts his mouth like mouthing the same torments him a great deal. I overhear the one behind me saying to his mate it’s needed to speak in English more.

A little later Tenzin Tsondue La, our staunch hero for Tibet Cause, arrives holding a framed picture of His Holiness the Dalai Lama in both hands raised above his chest. I feel his presence imparts the gathering somehow. He seems to be in the same dark shirt and faded sky-blue jeans; his red headband, dark thick framed white glasses, hair like a Bhutanese woman’s traditional short hairstyle speak his restlessness and compact style so far. As he arrives, the tall bespectacled Indian guy in a khaki jacket and dark-blue jeans approaches near him taking off the professional camera slung over his shoulder. He takes some continuous shots. As Tsondue La stands among the participants at one side, a tall foreigner guy with long blonde hair walking by sees him and looks closely while walking away.

Minute by minute the participants swell into a large group troubling the passing vehicles. And so the buildings around begin to light one after another but the tall streetlight with multi-light-heads over one side isn’t needed yet. A thin veil of grey mist swoops on the square and disappears thereafter; the sky overcast like an inflated stomach. A sudden whiff of overheated oily smell of deep oil-roasted stuffs like chicken, egg or potato brews the air thick.

I see a short young Indian woman by us holding a candle. She doesn't look like a local one from her modern taste in dressing. I don’t find a single Indian other than her.

Yeah, but there is that tall bespectacled smart Indian in his forties, the photographer. Sersang has got this to share with me: He is the owner of the two high-running cafés: Moon Peak and Bean Café. As we both like sipping espresso, we take interest in such places. From the bag with Free Tibet lettering slung on his shoulder, taking interest in such program taking pictures and employing Tibetans at his cafés I take he holds such affinity for us, Tibetan refugees. I feel a pang of gratefulness right on the spot. Thanks!

There are those other photographers and video recorders of both professional bearings and personal ones with digicams and cell phones. I find those taking shots from inside the restaurants around like stealing a peek from a hidden place.

The proper program commences at 6.30pm beginning the march monitored by Tenzin Tsondue La and headed by the guy on portable microphone and those Tawu monks with Tibetan national flags who have come all the way long from Gaden Jangtse monastery in South India up to here on Hunger Strike March (the proper marching program started from Pune city and around many major Indian cities; on foot from Chandigarh up to here; arrived here today). The marcher-monks, not more than 8, have suffered much from their sun-burnt dark complexions to frailty. It’s to walk along the Trousers-shaped streets with the temple at the heart and make three clockwise rounds singing the single stanza of evoking Bodhichitta (Jangchup Semchok Rinpoche…) for ‘peace of mind’ to create a better world. When a vehicle comes along, the narrow street gets clogged for a while. Those local Indian shoppers, who stand by the doorways or lounge on the steps, look upon us like viewing the familiar scene of driving away their customers for a while. There are those foreigners at the corners taking shots.

There are some elderly dedicated foreigners among the marching participants and a few young by me. There must be more of them today expressing their supports in such way. And they are going to be lauded and thanked gratefully by each speaker on the packed porch.
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Then it’s to head towards the proper rendezvous in front of Tibet Museum, the narrow L-shaped yard packed. We find a place before to see the standing speakers in the small porch. Tenzin Tsondue La as the host I follow each speech (first by the concerned co-ordinator monk of Kirti monastery, Dhasa, TWA president, TYC president) closely as possible. All the three speakers try to throw lights on the background of this morning tense and sad incidents, raise the tone of protest against suppressions and atrocities, appeal the world at large for supports, motivate and inspire the fellow Tibetans diaspora. But TYC president makes the point clear for practical supports rather than mere verbal sympathies as the latter have been heard much enough that don’t make any concrete difference. He also says that even if it’s learned from the sources of bystanders during this morning demonstration, when the two monks mouthed slogans calling for ‘The Long-life of His Holiness the Dalai Lama’ and ‘Religious Freedom in Tibet’ before setting themselves ablaze, that one of the monks died on the spot and the other in critical condition taken away to an undisclosed location by Chinese security personnel, but from the other concerned source it has been just learned that both monks are alive but in critical condition in an unknown location.

Standing among the participants and listening to the speeches, I find those photographers standing before with their camera pressed to the eyes rather flustering. They, the two of them, weave through the standing ones like searching for something and take continuous shots when finding something poignant. I find the expression on his face, the bespectacled one in shorts, rather humorous as he stares in such way through the thick glasses.

Before the end of the program, when Tsemei Yonten (Boundless Merit, the timely and marking poetic work dedicated for Tibet’s Cause and World Peace by His Holiness the Dalai Lama) is asked to sing and in the middle of it, I have a strong impression this time following the line after line, so sad and tear-shedding at such time and juncture. Later Sersang tells me he finds the elderly guy beside him weeping when singing it. Yes, we are the fated ones! We should stand together that only leads us to victory!

At the end of the program Tsondue La asks for any interested supporting participants to join the Hunger Strike to be carried out from tomorrow’s morning for 3 days at the roadside by the main temple gate by those marcher-monks from Gaden Jangtse monastery in South. The marchers have been prompted into such gruelling month-long demonstrative action after the monk named Tsewang Norbu, 29, of Nyitso monastery in Kham Karzhe set himself ablaze fatally after voicing slogans calling for ‘The Return of His Holiness the Dalai Lama to Tibet’ and ‘Freedom in Tibet’ on 15 August this year around 12.30pm in Tawu.

Such is said as the same fourth incidence in this year only. Such series of desperate acts really attest to the prime inhuman situation in Tibet.

SAVE TIBET!

Monday, September 26, 2011

Yet Longer


Yet Longer

The obstinacy lingers on chilling,
A fresh layer frost whitish vibe:
“Yet longer, paler”, howling jibe,
“Encrust yet crust dead-numbing!”

The perceiving ignorance groans,
The locust hops, the coop smirks,
To the ambivalent drifting jerks,
Wild-demure, smiling-moans…

“Take it what thou deserve, fool!
Yeah, harden to cold dead boulder!
Thou’ve lost, alien, hollow rambler!”
Jeers the only escaped dodging fowl.

Yet longer, greying solo muse sighs,
If only this breathing continuum—
The distorting honesty—holds scum,
Lost yet lives, crazed yet pin-laughs. 


Sunday, September 18, 2011

Dharamkot Pizza



September 18, 2011

As planned last evening, we (Sersang, his dad, and step-mother and I) manage this Sunday to go to Dharamkot at the café for killing pizza, the known one there. His dad and step-mom arrive here almost just past midday on their scooter from Norbulingka at Sidhpur, the expanding valley town mingled with Lower Dhasa. Thanks their company makes the event more fun-filled. After a strong sweet-milk tea prepared at our small rented room we walk up to MacLeod Ganj and from there to Tushita along the road with peeled tar and potholes as damaged by rain. Just ahead the buildings we are in the thicket of cedar forest like in a horror movie seeing the abruptly blanketing grey hazes gliding through the thick-trunked and moss-streaked cedar trees.

We pass by the old palace (Phodrang) of His Holiness the Dalai Lama, an ordinary bungalow with the corrugated iron roofing of low ridge. It’s my second time along this way. Tushita Meditation Centre, a Buddhist centre in the sanctuary, is just ahead among the refreshing cedar greenery. From the point with those shops and the gateway to another Hindu Meditation centre it’s to walk down to Dharamkot on the paved concrete walkway and steps. As we walk downward I find some Tibetans with children ahead of us but I don’t expect Acha Dolma can be the one among them. She is as she sees me first and turns to me to talk. I approach her and have a brief time for conversation; I find her expression suggesting the same under the circumstances—she is with others and I’m with others as well and I do also feel a sort of distancing air…

Sersang did come here once almost a year back to the same pizza café that we have trouble finding first as he can’t remember well now. We get it at last, the open front yard laid with cheap plastic tables and chairs. We find a place in the open just on the other side next by the narrow strips with sparse drying limp maize stalks, by the stone-built low fence.

Yeah, pizza. It’s Sersang’s dad's first time and he shares this joke that hearing the name gives him the impression the stuff being sort of not tasty. And it’s my second time only (the first one bought by my friend Yeshi once here at Dhasa but at the other café) and his dad’s joke turns out almost right for me this time, not like the last time when I tasted great. I find all the 3 different items (chicken, mushroom-garlic and mixed veg) rather stale must be of poor cheese. But thanks for buying them for us by Sersang; I, however, have my full. But, much more than pizza, I enjoy the time, walk and viewing the landscapes amid laughter and jokes but not pranks.

After the sour pizza we walk along the way down the opposite side, not back up from where we come, to the proper valley to Bagsu, the holy site for Hindu devotees. The view of the short fall, the stream, the railed well-paved walkway winding across the waist of the hill up to the fall, the swimming pool next below the Hindu temple from where the water seems to flow down (the blessed one as like flowing from pouring on to the dark stone sculpture of Lingam), those dippers and swimmers mostly Indians, there are a few young Sikhs who swim without removing their dark head turbans put on so smartly of a compact form rather than the old fashioned one: I enjoy them all. But I don’t have a mind to swim this time or dip in the holy water. Thanks especially for the weather seemingly in equipoise like trying hard to stop showering down like yesterday.


Dharamkot Pizza: A Complement

16 June, 2013

Browsing through those ranges of readymade pizzas in the refrigerated glass show cases in a supermarket here in France and learning from a reliable documentary film[1] that most food stuffs are fake these days, those in colorful packets arranged neatly and attractively, I had the instant impression that then, even if sour that I found, the pizza back there in India made from kneaded dough rather than from readymade one fattened by embalmed baking powder and yeast is far real with the touch of homemade care rather than produced in industrialized way. But I found the pizza at Dharamkot bought by Sersang was sort of readymade dough, not like at the other café on Bagsu Road run by a Tibetan. At the latter as taken by Yeshi I found the dough home-kneaded and the pizzas served on dark open pans on three feet so real and of great taste.

Even if I haven’t ventured to taste one here in France even at a simple restaurant, I can tell I can’t find the one like back there in India. And even if I am not a perfectionist, who isn’t a mediocre one who can tell about food stuffs and their tastes, I feel how lucky Sersang and those back there in India to be able to taste the real homemade stuffs.  

Sersang’s dad’s satire about such fast food stuff is still ringing in my ears and I can visualize his contemptuous countenance while being at the table and taking his share as to see what his son had got to give him.

‘Ha, ha! The stuff called pizza is really strange. Is it a food?’ I found, as being on the opposite side across the bleached red plastic table, his dad immersed in a sort of self-jest. 

[1] FOOD Inc presented by Participant Media & River Road Entertainment

A teaching one on web:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGL3iT5MMdQ

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

It Strikes Again


A whizzing movement, half a bloody life lapsed, jabs it again with a jeering smirk. Ouch, the whiff of tantrum, this needless spasm, electrifies it again hard but less moved. Such tart sensation doesn't make a sense at all now, numbed and drifting... Those countless wisps of ill memories like a cluttered heap, rubble of yonder anarchy now irrevocably intertwined with the present numbness, the stultifying coop indolently decadent--self-betrayal is the real depravity. But it lives. An inflated entity! 

A rhapsodizing righteous motive, keep it vivaciously defiant to a creeping vacuity, the betrayer who lets it be plundered, impoverished...  A sustainable robust plan of action is needed but not a grandiose one. Let it live to your utmost satisfaction not like a loser as this drifter! The sooner, the better! When you move, you do something! A meaningful breath! 

Friday, September 2, 2011

Trying to hit 'Resume' sooner!


It, my lagging behind this way, only speaks what such a commoner as myself is bound for and shaped by, mine integrity put to test: I really fail, I confess, keeping up with such one. So sorry! 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

The Communal Pavilion: Loseling Library Society’s property


As per Gen Nyetsang La’s recommendation I test his presented imported leather shoes (waterproof as the piece of leather label bears the same impression on it), which he hasn’t used for years after presented to him by a close one, this evening with Phuntsok. Taking a round around the part of the monastic community, we happen to enter Loseling Library’s roadside public service property, where it serves the mass monks with screening arduously recorded weekly VoA(Tibetan) world news, Kunleng (a forum) and Cyber Tibet on every Monday from 8:00pm onward. The book store of Tibetan Buddhist classics, the cafeteria, those benches set around the veranda against the iron railings of the single storey building, concrete benches around the spacious lawn, the stationary concrete crescent seats around the round table and the rest are for social welfare so far. After buying a half litre bottle of beverage drink 7 Up and a packet of Lays from the canteen, we step on to the spectator-ground now with sprouted short turf fed by the recent falls. It’s soft and the lawn is dimly lit by those a few solar lamps on posts around and two or three on short vertical shafts put on the side parts of the building top. Finding a place among those in twos and threes lounging and chatting, we begin to feel cool and refreshing here after warming up stroll, especially for me with the heavy shoes on. May be as of the spaciousness of the lawn and the refreshing green patch at one side with coco trees, large leaves bearing trees and saplings I find here more at rest than the well maintained garden in front of the grand temple edifice, where, too, many go for lounging besides doing some circumambulations. As I look around I find most of the loungers are in twos and threes, their Tongag (upper wear) taken off and in yellow or red singlet. There are those lying down and chatting. Those who toy with their cell phones can be seen their faces lit up by screen light. The two beside me are lying down with the two slim plastic bottles of peach juice placed next to their heads. My casts encounter with those holding a bottle up against their mouths. Now and again I hear the low flow of conversations going on all around punctuated by a shrill abrupt laughter. And burping is constant as forced by beverage gas input like Phuntsok’s munching crunchy potato chips with the sort of addicted haste. 
 
At the far side the whitewashed concrete screen (almost 10 by 10 feet), which replaced the former cloth one years ago, rests vacantly on the three concrete feet. For informing the mass monks with World and Tibet related news in Tibetan and laying all these facilities at their disposals I have a feeling of appreciation for such sense of community welfare shared and enjoyed by the thousands of monk-students of the two monastic universities. 

The sky is speckles with diffused galaxies but there isn't a sign of the moon in any shapes. The breezes are cooling and more refreshing than the taken ones.

On Monday, when the show is going on, one can find there are those standing against the neck-high wall from outside and viewing the huge screen. They are casual viewers, may be having no serious minds like the large packed ones within the compound. It’s how Norbu Samphel, the top one in VoA with his rich thick voice plus coherent skill in hosting world news, has found such a huge group of fans here. Viewing recorded VoA Tibetan service thus for years now under the aegis of Loseling Library's Society's contribution, it is also like to have found one's own most interested news or other programs anchor or anchors, one could be found making fuss over delay in appearing one's interested anchor or achors. A young monk in his early twenties nicknamed Akutonpa can be said as the best mimicker of Norbu Samphel. His role is to entertain a certain number of listeners back at the monastic Roof Top canteen right after the show. For him it is serious like debriefing after a certain mission. The assiduousness and seriousness in his almost similar tone make it funny and entertaining. But Akutonpa never falters. He can keep on speaking with a stern expression. An elder one passing by would chuckle when seeing him doing so. And so it is also like the concluding act of the weekly holiday for some. 

We Stand With You

April 26, 2011



It has been a couple of weeks since the whole Tibetan communities in exile began expressing our firm solidarity with what has been going on in Ngaba and Kirti Monastery in Tibet by staging relay Hunger Strike, peaceful Candle Vigil demonstrations and dedicated prayers for the oppressed deceased and live ones under the tyrannical atrocities of Red Chinese Forces, those senseless snub-nosed robots. And here at Mundgod Tibetan settlement such candle light vigil gathering participated by the whole Tibetan settlers was staged last evening as organized by RTYC, RTWA and RTFRC. I was at my quarter when someone next door called me the program is about to begin. Almost twenty minutes later I heard the familiar choir singing in chorus, a benediction for coming out as better being, praising the flourishing of Bodhichitta, the sublime altruistic jewel-mind:


Jangchup Semchok Rinpoche
Ma Ke Pa Nam Ke Gyur Chig
Ke Wa Ngyam Pa Me Par Yang
Gong Ney Gong Dhu Phal War Shog!

It’s for better world, World Peace. It’s what we get only through peace and compassion we can wade through every challenge, not through bigotry, discrimination and force.

I was quite absorbed in the mellifluous melody coming across the short distance, when I happened to get an angle glimpse of outside through the narrow opening of the window: It’s just at the time when the golden sun was about to fall behind the horizon tingeing with sepia grandeur as like supporting the flickering candle flames cause. I found yonder like an alien liberated landscape. I prayed hard for my fellow Tibetans in Tibet.

Later after dusk, as I passed by the monastic roadside canteen, I found a big glossy poster of the hero martyr, the young monk of Kirti monastery who committed self-immolation by putting himself on fire as to show his gravest protest against the Chinese such inhuman brutal clampdown on peaceful Tibetan protesters all over Tibet in 2008, was hung down from the iron railing of first floor veranda. Two pictures: one profile view and the other smiling one holding a mug in his hand. It’s almost patent the whole unrest ensued thereafter at Ngaba Kirti monastery had been triggered by his brave act that attracted such sensitively bigotry-propelled Chinese barging and using force.

And like on many previous nights I found those half burnt candles placed on the walls on either side of the roads.